[ to live a quieter life, left alone to textbooks and silence and training, to let his mind chase after histories and languages and become someone greater than the borrowed things that he has become. and maybe β distant as a fading dream β find someone who will choose him first, even when he doesn't ask.
death waits for him when they return. he knows this. he welcomes it just as much as he fears it. fire and blood only wait to drown him in its unending fire. ]
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[ to live a quieter life, left alone to textbooks and silence and training, to let his mind chase after histories and languages and become someone greater than the borrowed things that he has become. and maybe β distant as a fading dream β find someone who will choose him first, even when he doesn't ask.
death waits for him when they return. he knows this. he welcomes it just as much as he fears it. fire and blood only wait to drown him in its unending fire. ]