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His words could go ignored, mother. Not when the snake curses Luke and dares let his name from his mouth after all he has done.
( and he has failed his brother in life. he cannot keep failing him, even if he is no longer with them. )
His words could go ignored, mother. Not when the snake curses Luke and dares let his name from his mouth after all he has done.
( and he has failed his brother in life. he cannot keep failing him, even if he is no longer with them. )
Do you not see what he has done? Spurred you to anger so that he may feel justified in defending himself with the spilling of blood?
Words may sting, but what would unspeakably pain me more is to lose another son solely as a result of provocation.
[ she has little understanding of what happened to luke in the skies — will likely never know — but she is all but certain he had not incited that clash. ]
Words may sting, but what would unspeakably pain me more is to lose another son solely as a result of provocation.
[ she has little understanding of what happened to luke in the skies — will likely never know — but she is all but certain he had not incited that clash. ]
I am not so blind to not see that this is what Aemond wants. We have set the terms, there will be no bloodshed nor weapons.
( this is not fair! )
He demanded Luke’s eye at Storm’s End, mother. Chased him like a beast on Vhagar’s back when Luke completed his task as your messenger and did not entertain him. He will chase me now if I do not fight for our family.
Must you spur every attempt I make to do so?
( this is not fair! )
He demanded Luke’s eye at Storm’s End, mother. Chased him like a beast on Vhagar’s back when Luke completed his task as your messenger and did not entertain him. He will chase me now if I do not fight for our family.
Must you spur every attempt I make to do so?
And yet he still attempts to claim more of my sons.
[ a son for a son — daemon had asserted as much, when sending his assassins to kill aemond in exchange. yet the young prince jaehaerys, a mere babe, had been the one slaughtered in his crib. and this has become a cycle of revenge that is unending. where will the line be drawn? ]
I will not stand in the way if you wish to confront him on the battlefield. But we are in a kingdom that is not our own, and we cannot make our hosts an unwilling party in our war.
[ a son for a son — daemon had asserted as much, when sending his assassins to kill aemond in exchange. yet the young prince jaehaerys, a mere babe, had been the one slaughtered in his crib. and this has become a cycle of revenge that is unending. where will the line be drawn? ]
I will not stand in the way if you wish to confront him on the battlefield. But we are in a kingdom that is not our own, and we cannot make our hosts an unwilling party in our war.
They say the library grants requests. I imagine he will ask.
With many of us here and Aegon bed-bound, perhaps we will find luck on our side for when we return.
Would this be a family affair or one before the whole of the mansion?
With many of us here and Aegon bed-bound, perhaps we will find luck on our side for when we return.
Would this be a family affair or one before the whole of the mansion?
Edited 2024-09-22 22:31 (UTC)
From what I know, he is still abed, suffering from the grievous wounds he sustained at Rook's Rest. And with the Greens' forces marching from the north, with Vhagar among them, King's Landing may very well be unprotected.
Would you prefer it be before a handful of witnesses? Although I'm certain the Balfours would welcome any excuse for another banquet.
Would you prefer it be before a handful of witnesses? Although I'm certain the Balfours would welcome any excuse for another banquet.
And ours, if those who remain make the right moves. Lord Stark's men march south and will met our enemies in the Riverlands. I have faith in him.
It would be more advantageous for us if we were to use this as an opportunity to build allies amongst the Balfours and other residents. ( see, mom, he can play the political game! and he sees what you're suggesting. )
It would be more advantageous for us if we were to use this as an opportunity to build allies amongst the Balfours and other residents. ( see, mom, he can play the political game! and he sees what you're suggesting. )
You did well securing his allegiance.
We could sway them further to our cause by requesting that they host a reception for you and Baela. [ she only knows of portia by reputation and hearsay, but she might very well be able to appeal to the other woman's mothering instinct, if such a thing exists. ]
At this moment, our numbers supersede our enemies'. Though I cannot say for certain how many Alicent may have persuaded to support her son's claim.
We could sway them further to our cause by requesting that they host a reception for you and Baela. [ she only knows of portia by reputation and hearsay, but she might very well be able to appeal to the other woman's mothering instinct, if such a thing exists. ]
At this moment, our numbers supersede our enemies'. Though I cannot say for certain how many Alicent may have persuaded to support her son's claim.
He is an honorable man and Starks do not shirk their oaths.
We cannot rely on that to remain the same. For a while, it was only you and Alicent. I do not doubt that Aemond has begun to twist the truth of the matter to others here. Baela told me his version of events after Aunt Laena's funeral are quite... selective. ( which paint him and Baela in a light worse than the reality of the situation. )
We cannot rely on that to remain the same. For a while, it was only you and Alicent. I do not doubt that Aemond has begun to twist the truth of the matter to others here. Baela told me his version of events after Aunt Laena's funeral are quite... selective. ( which paint him and Baela in a light worse than the reality of the situation. )
I have heard whispers of a Stark here. Have you had cause to meet them?
Of course he would recall that the circumstances by which he lost his eye were unprovoked, but there were cruel words exchanged that day and even crueler allegations made. Luke always maintained that he was defending himself, and I had no reason to distrust him.
Of course he would recall that the circumstances by which he lost his eye were unprovoked, but there were cruel words exchanged that day and even crueler allegations made. Luke always maintained that he was defending himself, and I had no reason to distrust him.
A Stark? No. I have not but I have found another who claims she is our descendant. ( and he would have found Cregan if he were here. Surely. )
He had me on the ground, mother, with a rock raised to smash in my head. Luke did it to protect me. ( and Jace’s suggestion eventually lead to his brave baby brother to his death. )
He had me on the ground, mother, with a rock raised to smash in my head. Luke did it to protect me. ( and Jace’s suggestion eventually lead to his brave baby brother to his death. )
Edited 2024-09-24 21:13 (UTC)
Daenerys. Yes, she believes she is a descendant of our line, rather than the enemy's. She has asserted her fealty to our side as well.
[ but she also can't underestimate aemond's powers of persuasion, as well as the lengths he might go to in order to threaten one who is of her blood. ]
I do not know when he began to carry such enmity towards you or your brother. Perhaps it had to do with him claiming a dragon so late in life.
[ but she also can't underestimate aemond's powers of persuasion, as well as the lengths he might go to in order to threaten one who is of her blood. ]
I do not know when he began to carry such enmity towards you or your brother. Perhaps it had to do with him claiming a dragon so late in life.
I have no reason not to, yet.
And now Aegon lies abed, suffering from grievous wounds. It is unclear whether his brother may have been the cause of those as well. [ so many reports from rook's rest had been conflicting — aegon had ridden sunfyre into battle, only to be met in the sky by both meleys and vhagar, but how had both dragon and rider been burned so terribly? ]
And now Aegon lies abed, suffering from grievous wounds. It is unclear whether his brother may have been the cause of those as well. [ so many reports from rook's rest had been conflicting — aegon had ridden sunfyre into battle, only to be met in the sky by both meleys and vhagar, but how had both dragon and rider been burned so terribly? ]
Kepus has threatened my mother on your behalf, Baela entreats that you be kept safe.
Daemon's threat held in exchange for your safety by my hand. I offered to extend to her, but Kepus would not commit fully. I will not offer a boon to the same person who should enforce a compact; I would be a fool to do so. Baela exposes herself for your benefit.
[ just a little threat. as a treat. ]
I have an arrangement with her, separate.
How is your Valyrian? Surely you speak it better than a donkey, you have a wealth of tutors on Dragonstone.
Daemon's threat held in exchange for your safety by my hand. I offered to extend to her, but Kepus would not commit fully. I will not offer a boon to the same person who should enforce a compact; I would be a fool to do so. Baela exposes herself for your benefit.
[ just a little threat. as a treat. ]
I have an arrangement with her, separate.
How is your Valyrian? Surely you speak it better than a donkey, you have a wealth of tutors on Dragonstone.
Edited 2024-09-22 21:07 (UTC)
( it is in a way irritating that so many would fight his fights for him, would beg for his safety when he wishes to avenge Luke’s honor. at the same time, Baela is right; they need more allies first. )
Issa valyrīha iksos sȳz, qybor. Konīr emagon issare naenie naejot syt issa naejot ȳzaldrīzes rūsīr. ( My Valyrian is fine, uncle. There were plenty for me to
practice with.
unlike the limited opportunity in King’s Landing. )
Tread carefully near Baela. Do not mistake that she would not protect herself.
Issa valyrīha iksos sȳz, qybor. Konīr emagon issare naenie naejot syt issa naejot ȳzaldrīzes rūsīr. ( My Valyrian is fine, uncle. There were plenty for me to
practice with.
unlike the limited opportunity in King’s Landing. )
Tread carefully near Baela. Do not mistake that she would not protect herself.
Valyrīha iksos sȳz issa. Your particles are in the wrong place.
[ he's not even annoyed. truthfully, he's a little... thrilled? an uncomfortably pleasant feeling. ]
Nyke nūmāzma bodmagho naejot ñuha muña Valyrīha ȳdragon naejot, yn nyke hen ziry bodmagan mirre daor. Ao kesā dohaeragon issa.
{ I mean to teach my mother to speak in High Valyrian, but I cannot teach all of it. You will help me. }
[ he's not even annoyed. truthfully, he's a little... thrilled? an uncomfortably pleasant feeling. ]
Nyke nūmāzma bodmagho naejot ñuha muña Valyrīha ȳdragon naejot, yn nyke hen ziry bodmagan mirre daor. Ao kesā dohaeragon issa.
{ I mean to teach my mother to speak in High Valyrian, but I cannot teach all of it. You will help me. }
Do you practice daily, uncle? And worry yourself with grammar when you speak? ( nerd. )
Syt skoros drīve? ( For what purpose?
after all, Alicent is not of Valyrian blood and if she'd meant to learn then there was plenty of time before they were thrown into this strange world. And yet, he remembers his Mother's words and Baela's as well. ) Vezof. Nyke jāhor daor.
( Alright. I will help you. )
Syt skoros drīve? ( For what purpose?
after all, Alicent is not of Valyrian blood and if she'd meant to learn then there was plenty of time before they were thrown into this strange world. And yet, he remembers his Mother's words and Baela's as well. ) Vezof. Nyke jāhor daor.
( Alright. I will help you. )
Muña Valyrīha ȳdragon skorkydoso naejot. Īlva lyks gaomagon naejot lo iksi, īlon jikagon iā vōljes ñuhoso naejot, mijegon tolie va daor.
Eman bodmagho tolvie tubis naejot dreji, Aegon mitēz issa.
{ mother should know how to speak high valyrian. if we are to keep our peace, we need a way to communicate without letting others on.
I have to practice on my own, Aegon is a dumbass. }
[ if jace is paying attention, he's using the bastard form of idiot. from the formal mittys to the loucher mitēz. aemond could have been doing this with aegon instead, but his own brother lacks in so much. ]
Eman bodmagho tolvie tubis naejot dreji, Aegon mitēz issa.
{ mother should know how to speak high valyrian. if we are to keep our peace, we need a way to communicate without letting others on.
I have to practice on my own, Aegon is a dumbass. }
[ if jace is paying attention, he's using the bastard form of idiot. from the formal mittys to the loucher mitēz. aemond could have been doing this with aegon instead, but his own brother lacks in so much. ]
Edited 2024-09-23 03:57 (UTC)
Kostilus īlon kostagon iepagon mirri tembyr syt aōha muñnykeā. ( Perhaps we can request some books for your mother.
the thought of Alicent Hightower pouring over the same books the maesters used to teach children is one that makes him chuckle.
also. ugh don’t be funny, Aemond. ) Some might call that treason, uncle.
the thought of Alicent Hightower pouring over the same books the maesters used to teach children is one that makes him chuckle.
also. ugh don’t be funny, Aemond. ) Some might call that treason, uncle.
He's my brother, and I'm also his heir now. Aegon iā ziry mittys drivose sesīr hae dārys.
{ Being king does not make him any less foolish. }
[ aemond won't lie, it would be amusing to see his mother read children's books in high valyrian. but she would then also know their fairytales, the nuances of the fourteen flames and valyrian custom. he can be patient as his mother learns. ]
Lēkia issa hae gūrēntan iksan daor.
{ aegon is not as learned as i am. }
[ lēkia. older brother. aemond rarely calls aegon this anymore. aegon mislikes it and aemond hates to say it only to be mocked for the perceived softness. but aegon is his brother, and he loves him more than he wants to see him dead.
aegon just makes it so difficult. ]
{ Being king does not make him any less foolish. }
[ aemond won't lie, it would be amusing to see his mother read children's books in high valyrian. but she would then also know their fairytales, the nuances of the fourteen flames and valyrian custom. he can be patient as his mother learns. ]
Lēkia issa hae gūrēntan iksan daor.
{ aegon is not as learned as i am. }
[ lēkia. older brother. aemond rarely calls aegon this anymore. aegon mislikes it and aemond hates to say it only to be mocked for the perceived softness. but aegon is his brother, and he loves him more than he wants to see him dead.
aegon just makes it so difficult. ]
Edited 2024-09-24 22:46 (UTC)
You can mount a horse from a running jump, then?
I'm like to see it.
[ give him an excuse to show off, please. ]
I'm like to see it.
[ give him an excuse to show off, please. ]
Yes! But I was hoping I could come over and talk with you?
( fair. she would say the same to him after all.
so she crosses the distance of their shared bathroom, gently pressing open his door before following into his room.
once in his room, she makes no hesitation to go sit near him, her hand seeking his as she so often does. ) How are you faring here? Outside of everything with our family.
How are you about all of the rest of this?
so she crosses the distance of their shared bathroom, gently pressing open his door before following into his room.
once in his room, she makes no hesitation to go sit near him, her hand seeking his as she so often does. ) How are you faring here? Outside of everything with our family.
How are you about all of the rest of this?
( the door is unlocked and though Baela knocks, Jace doesn't expect there is a need for her to. there is nothing that he's hiding, not now.
seated by a table, he is actually reading the book in front of him -- a history of the nation they are supposedly occupying thus. in it, Jace hopes to find some answers about what sort of people the Balfours are.
but once his betrothed is in the room, his attention focuses solely on her. Jace flips his hand, interlacing their fingers, ) Is there something happening outside of our family?
( it is a jest. after all, there's plenty going on even if one small fight - or the threat of - has caused upheaval for many connected to his family. the question, though, is another matter. ) I am not sure, if I am honest. For all the warnings we have received, the place seems harmless enough these last few days. And yet... we cannot ignore what it may do or require of us.
( so... conflicted and confused. )
seated by a table, he is actually reading the book in front of him -- a history of the nation they are supposedly occupying thus. in it, Jace hopes to find some answers about what sort of people the Balfours are.
but once his betrothed is in the room, his attention focuses solely on her. Jace flips his hand, interlacing their fingers, ) Is there something happening outside of our family?
( it is a jest. after all, there's plenty going on even if one small fight - or the threat of - has caused upheaval for many connected to his family. the question, though, is another matter. ) I am not sure, if I am honest. For all the warnings we have received, the place seems harmless enough these last few days. And yet... we cannot ignore what it may do or require of us.
( so... conflicted and confused. )
( her eyes go to the book as he sets it down. she doesn't recognize the place the book speaks of, but she has no doubt that if it's a history book then Jace is reading on the history of this place. she'll have to borrow it when she's done, and find similar like it in the Library.
but she for now she focuses on the immediate. her fingers lace with his and she lets his warmth settle her as it always does.
she nods her head as he mentions the dangers she was referring to. )
I agree. This place could almost be a paradise... but the things the others have described leave me wary.
( here she hesitates, something unusual for her. this is a topic they've not really broached yet. there's been no time to think on it before now. now there seems to be nothing but time... )
There's a thought that's been occupying me, though, on the subject. ( and suddenly she's sharply aware of his hand in hers. ) On the topic of the drink and food driving us to acts with other people in the manor.
but she for now she focuses on the immediate. her fingers lace with his and she lets his warmth settle her as it always does.
she nods her head as he mentions the dangers she was referring to. )
I agree. This place could almost be a paradise... but the things the others have described leave me wary.
( here she hesitates, something unusual for her. this is a topic they've not really broached yet. there's been no time to think on it before now. now there seems to be nothing but time... )
There's a thought that's been occupying me, though, on the subject. ( and suddenly she's sharply aware of his hand in hers. ) On the topic of the drink and food driving us to acts with other people in the manor.
What thought? ( he presses, though Jace's words remain gentle still. the topic is a delicate one, though they are to one day be husband and wife and many in their position would not have put the same weight to precedent and prudence that they have.
perhaps if they were different people, perhaps if Jace held Baela in less esteem but she sits above nearly all.
he shifts his hand again, squeezing hers before lifting the other so her small hand is cupped in both of his. ) I would not allow anything to happen, anything you do not want. I know you can protect yourself, Baela, but you have me too if someone tries to cross a line. Compelled or not.
perhaps if they were different people, perhaps if Jace held Baela in less esteem but she sits above nearly all.
he shifts his hand again, squeezing hers before lifting the other so her small hand is cupped in both of his. ) I would not allow anything to happen, anything you do not want. I know you can protect yourself, Baela, but you have me too if someone tries to cross a line. Compelled or not.
Edited 2024-09-30 06:31 (UTC)
( ooph she actually has to voice the thought now.
how silly it is that something that's felt so natural before this moment suddenly feels so unknown. her fingers curl into the palms of his hands as she takes in a breath. )
I know. ( she smiles with her whole heart. ) I always know you're there at my side. I never doubt that.
( her eyes drop as boldness flits in and out of her heart. she catches it and finally gets the words out. ) I do not desire for my first kiss to be compelled, regardless of who it is compelled with.
how silly it is that something that's felt so natural before this moment suddenly feels so unknown. her fingers curl into the palms of his hands as she takes in a breath. )
I know. ( she smiles with her whole heart. ) I always know you're there at my side. I never doubt that.
( her eyes drop as boldness flits in and out of her heart. she catches it and finally gets the words out. ) I do not desire for my first kiss to be compelled, regardless of who it is compelled with.
( there is a moment when Jace isn't sure what could worry her then, what could be of concern. then Baela speaks and though he should see it coming, Jace feels his cheeks heat.
it is not that he has not thought about it, has not wanted it. it is that they had decided together to wait for their wedding, had promised to do right by one another. but here? in this place? there may be no choice.
his smile is gentle still and he reaches out, a hand cupping her cheek. it is a bold move but she has brought this to him. ) Then perhaps we ensure that it is not?
it is not that he has not thought about it, has not wanted it. it is that they had decided together to wait for their wedding, had promised to do right by one another. but here? in this place? there may be no choice.
his smile is gentle still and he reaches out, a hand cupping her cheek. it is a bold move but she has brought this to him. ) Then perhaps we ensure that it is not?
And I will do the same for her. ( he wishes she was still with them, that Baela did not pay the price for her strength and her sharp mind. she would not want him to mourn, she would want justice as she had sought. ) Those who did this to her will pay for what they have done when I find them.
It may be that she is not lost to you entirely. You and your mother returned. That means there is hope.
[ aka let's not fly off the handle in a targaryen rage please. ]
But I must ask, how do you fare? You have been through something no man should. Do you feel hale, and whole?
[ he is not the first resurrected man she has met, after all. jon had dearly struggled with his return. sansa had seen it, had fought to get him to have purpose again. ]
If Lady Alina or the man who revived my mother can be brought to our cause once again, there is hope. ( he does not know Pierce, but does not doubt that Alina will use her gifts to bring back Paul if she is able to perform a second miracle. )
I find myself growing tired faster than I would like, winded easier. I suppose that is the price when one dies as I did only to rise and walk again. ( if there is a quiver in his voice, he aims to hide it. weakness cannot be afforded to any of them now, with another of their own targeted. ) But otherwise I feel no different. Whatever magic was used to bring me back has not cursed my mind as I thought such a thing should.
( he keeps the blackening of his fingertips to himself for now. )
I find myself growing tired faster than I would like, winded easier. I suppose that is the price when one dies as I did only to rise and walk again. ( if there is a quiver in his voice, he aims to hide it. weakness cannot be afforded to any of them now, with another of their own targeted. ) But otherwise I feel no different. Whatever magic was used to bring me back has not cursed my mind as I thought such a thing should.
( he keeps the blackening of his fingertips to himself for now. )
[ had jon known such a price?
she does not think so. but he had struggled, she knows that. he had not understood what it meant, if it meant anything at all, and how he was supposed to feel about it. ]
I am glad you are still yourself. Perhaps the rest will come, in time.
As for the Lady Alina, I worry for her state of mind. It was our vote that sent Lady Alia behind bars, and now Lord Paul is lost. Beyond that, she was attacked again herself.
Do you remember any of your own attack? I spoke with Lady Alia, and she claims not to recall it.
she does not think so. but he had struggled, she knows that. he had not understood what it meant, if it meant anything at all, and how he was supposed to feel about it. ]
I am glad you are still yourself. Perhaps the rest will come, in time.
As for the Lady Alina, I worry for her state of mind. It was our vote that sent Lady Alia behind bars, and now Lord Paul is lost. Beyond that, she was attacked again herself.
Do you remember any of your own attack? I spoke with Lady Alia, and she claims not to recall it.
I believe she is coping as one can when they have lost the one they care for. ( so he can relate to her pain, though he worries what she may do to others with it. )
I remember it clearer than I’d like. There was no attack. I was given orders and thus followed them. But when I looked upon Lady Alia’s face, I saw none of the girl I met in the days prior.
I remember it clearer than I’d like. There was no attack. I was given orders and thus followed them. But when I looked upon Lady Alia’s face, I saw none of the girl I met in the days prior.
[ a brief, careful nod. it's what she'd expected; it tallies with what alia herself had said. ]
I spoke with her. She remembers none of it, and holds that she would not have harmed you. Nor taken your life in the manner it was taken, were she in her right mind.
[ sansa had believed her. alia's mind had not been her own. if that is the case for all the wolves, how much harder will it be to find them all? ]
It seems to me some other force has taken them, some power or magic that we cannot understand. Something in the House, perhaps. The Balfours seem as upset as any one of us.
I spoke with her. She remembers none of it, and holds that she would not have harmed you. Nor taken your life in the manner it was taken, were she in her right mind.
[ sansa had believed her. alia's mind had not been her own. if that is the case for all the wolves, how much harder will it be to find them all? ]
It seems to me some other force has taken them, some power or magic that we cannot understand. Something in the House, perhaps. The Balfours seem as upset as any one of us.
I believe her. I am not the one you must convince, Lady Sansa. ( he says with a soft smile on his face, tone tinged with sadness for he believes that many will not be so trusting. )
Do you believe it could be the House itself that acts? Not our hosts?
Do you believe it could be the House itself that acts? Not our hosts?
[ for a man just murdered, he's ready to be kind towards his murderer. most would not be so.
it makes her like him. ]
If our hosts are to blame, they are very good actors. Portia has been beside herself. They could be lying, of course, to avoid conflict.
[ she shakes her head. ]
But it doesn't seem that way. They seem helpless, not manipulative.
it makes her like him. ]
If our hosts are to blame, they are very good actors. Portia has been beside herself. They could be lying, of course, to avoid conflict.
[ she shakes her head. ]
But it doesn't seem that way. They seem helpless, not manipulative.
Well enough. You are more important. How are you?
It seems it must be so. No witch raised me, but I returned all the same.
I feel myself. As much of it as I can recall, with the magic of this place.
I remember little as well. My death came before your second, so I cannot offer insight.
Whoever they are, I will not give them peace.
Her care is my concern now. I will do what I can to ease her heart.
Her care is my concern now. I will do what I can to ease her heart.
You should be wedded, when you are both well enough.
That is the nature of it, and a discussion you will need to have with your own wife.
Neither would I. You have seen it yourself.
[ Vaemond's head upon the floor, tongue intact. ]
[ Vaemond's head upon the floor, tongue intact. ]
( what comes through is a photo file (good luck, Daemon): an image of his hand, the fingered blackened as if dipped in ink and the hue fading up to his palm. as if he returned wrong or perhaps the curse that claimed his grandiose found him without a moment seated on the Iron Throne — an omen for terrible times ahead. )
They do not hurt.
They do not hurt.
[ Yeah, it's going to take him a moment, but finally - ]
A vile thing indeed. Any other effets, beside the colour?
A vile thing indeed. Any other effets, beside the colour?
I saw the affliction he suffered. I do not imagine it the same.
We all have new scars. A sign of our survival, of the duty we did to our Queen. I am proud to see it.
You did your best to defend your betrothed and your Queen. That is worthy of praise, Jace.
[ aemond, without warning, is barging into jacaerys's and baela's shared quarters. only when he gets his nephew's attention, he visibly hesitates, and almost walks right back out. ]
Aegon is here.
[ smooth. ]
Aegon is here.
[ smooth. ]
( for his part, Jace is seated in one of the arm chairs that decorate his half of the suite. he does not jump out of that seat and resists the urge to bark at whoever's entered about knocking, as if scolding a servant. he's never done it before at home, no, but here the lack of propriety is unnerving. his own books and items are scattered through the room, but there are signs of Baela as well — a sweater left draped over the back of a chair, a hair pin left atop the dresser.
he doesn't jump but perks up as Aemond bursts in, brows raising toward his forehead. he pushes the glass of wine he'd poured himself across the table, toward the empty seat, and stands to get another from where he's left it on his desk. )
I have heard. ( he glances over his shoulder at his uncle, motions toward the seat. ) How is he?
( drunk? from their time? burnt and bed-ridden as the rumours say? )
he doesn't jump but perks up as Aemond bursts in, brows raising toward his forehead. he pushes the glass of wine he'd poured himself across the table, toward the empty seat, and stands to get another from where he's left it on his desk. )
I have heard. ( he glances over his shoulder at his uncle, motions toward the seat. ) How is he?
( drunk? from their time? burnt and bed-ridden as the rumours say? )
It's Aegon.
[ as if it sufficiently explains everything. perhaps it does; jace had grown up with them in the red keep until rhaenyra decided to leave for dragonstone. aemond, if possible, gets even more tense - enough to sit himself across jace without invitation yet again. ]
Will you be speaking with him? Have you spoken to him?
[ as if it sufficiently explains everything. perhaps it does; jace had grown up with them in the red keep until rhaenyra decided to leave for dragonstone. aemond, if possible, gets even more tense - enough to sit himself across jace without invitation yet again. ]
Will you be speaking with him? Have you spoken to him?
I assume he is enjoying the festivities then. ( he sits down, pouring himself his own glass of wine before leaning forward to nudge Aemond's closer to his now seated uncle.
leaning back, he sips from his glass. ) Not as of yet, but this place is not large enough for us to forever avoid one another and there is a peace to hold. Have you spoken to him of it?
leaning back, he sips from his glass. ) Not as of yet, but this place is not large enough for us to forever avoid one another and there is a peace to hold. Have you spoken to him of it?
Edited 2024-11-10 06:35 (UTC)
Mm.
[ aegon, having his fun — aegon, arriving the same window of time that pierce's friends have arrived, and now aemond's carefully cultivated balance has been thrown off its axis entirely.
he turns the offered glass around on his stem, rolling the base of it against the tabletop and letting the wine slosh around turbulently. much like how his feelings are rolling within; wave after wave of upset and confusion and gods know what else. ]
I've said enough to him for now. The rest I leave to Alicent. Our mother will better know how to manage him.
[ when aemond relents and picks up the glass, he drains the wine in a single swill. ]
What will you tell him? Aegon.
[ aegon, having his fun — aegon, arriving the same window of time that pierce's friends have arrived, and now aemond's carefully cultivated balance has been thrown off its axis entirely.
he turns the offered glass around on his stem, rolling the base of it against the tabletop and letting the wine slosh around turbulently. much like how his feelings are rolling within; wave after wave of upset and confusion and gods know what else. ]
I've said enough to him for now. The rest I leave to Alicent. Our mother will better know how to manage him.
[ when aemond relents and picks up the glass, he drains the wine in a single swill. ]
What will you tell him? Aegon.
( there's plenty to learn from watching people, from listening to what they are saying and not saying. his mother taught him this, as did his grandsire when he was still sound of mind. it had been advice given to a child then, but Jacaerys has found it useful in his short life.
he is not his mother, nor his grandsire. nor is he like Daemon, nor the Sea Snake or his noble father. resemblance aside, there is little of Harwin Strong in him. but he hopes to be an amalgamation of all of them, to take the lessons they have taught him and to grow into something worthy of pride instead of the shame others wish to place on his head. perhaps he can be the best of them, a statesman worthy of his line.
but it does not take a keen eye to know that there is more to this than Aegon, when Aemond downs the wine in one swill. ) Are you worried of a fight between Aegon and I? Or the opposite?
( after all, they were once close - Aegon and him. they once tormented Aemond so. he keeps his voice steady and soft, sips his own wine before asking, )
{ What worries you, Aemond? }
he is not his mother, nor his grandsire. nor is he like Daemon, nor the Sea Snake or his noble father. resemblance aside, there is little of Harwin Strong in him. but he hopes to be an amalgamation of all of them, to take the lessons they have taught him and to grow into something worthy of pride instead of the shame others wish to place on his head. perhaps he can be the best of them, a statesman worthy of his line.
but it does not take a keen eye to know that there is more to this than Aegon, when Aemond downs the wine in one swill. ) Are you worried of a fight between Aegon and I? Or the opposite?
( after all, they were once close - Aegon and him. they once tormented Aemond so. he keeps his voice steady and soft, sips his own wine before asking, )
{ What worries you, Aemond? }
Edited (switching to hv ) 2024-11-10 07:15 (UTC)
[ it is like permission given, switching between tongues. ]
{ Closely have I hewn to what I've known of duty and honour while we have been here, cousin. Aegon — he does not easily listen, to his peril. He has pride but not the wisdom to temper it, while he might say I have too much and thus find pride in that. }
[ what does worry him? aegon's pettishness? aegon will act as he wishes, no matter what aemond says. aegon's judgement, then? but aemond has never let it lead him, even when he craves it from his brother.
what is the matter? ]
{ There are people here who are loyal to me alone. Duty demands I extend their fealty to the crown and blood - yet I find myself hesitating, despite misliking the thought of setting duty aside for personal desire. }
{ Closely have I hewn to what I've known of duty and honour while we have been here, cousin. Aegon — he does not easily listen, to his peril. He has pride but not the wisdom to temper it, while he might say I have too much and thus find pride in that. }
[ what does worry him? aegon's pettishness? aegon will act as he wishes, no matter what aemond says. aegon's judgement, then? but aemond has never let it lead him, even when he craves it from his brother.
what is the matter? ]
{ There are people here who are loyal to me alone. Duty demands I extend their fealty to the crown and blood - yet I find myself hesitating, despite misliking the thought of setting duty aside for personal desire. }
( speak plainly, Jace thinks and does not voice. he would have, in another life. or even a turn of the moon ago. he instead reaches for the bottle again, offers to refill Aemond's glass in a deference to age and not rank.
what is said of Aegon is all he knows. his elder uncle is a creature of pride and vanity. what Jacaerys remembers of the young man underneath the mask could no longer exist at all. and neither is he here, seated before him.
of all people, it is Aemond. )
{ You do not wish for Aegon to meet them? If it is only duty that binds you to them, then it would be a simple matter. } ( but there is a small, knowing smile on his lips as he lifts his cup. ) { Their loyalty falls beyond that, then, for you to worry of personal desire. There is room for both in a place like this. }
what is said of Aegon is all he knows. his elder uncle is a creature of pride and vanity. what Jacaerys remembers of the young man underneath the mask could no longer exist at all. and neither is he here, seated before him.
of all people, it is Aemond. )
{ You do not wish for Aegon to meet them? If it is only duty that binds you to them, then it would be a simple matter. } ( but there is a small, knowing smile on his lips as he lifts his cup. ) { Their loyalty falls beyond that, then, for you to worry of personal desire. There is room for both in a place like this. }
{ Room for both does not mean it is right or just to engage it. }
[ this is the correct answer. the prudent and wise answer that otto hightower would expect, because everything needs be cautioned. his grandsire is a man who would not want to upset the order of things, and it can be a fault of his, but there is wisdom in it all the same — to change things so greatly is sow chaos, and there is more than enough of that to go around.
but is there room for personal wants in such a system? surely there must be; rhaenyra found her way, even if it flies in the face of common decency. and his own mother found hers, too, in this strange place.
what is he trying to ask jace, in this very moment? ]
{ The crown is its own master, as are our personal wants, and no one man can serve the two faithfully and be successful.
I don't want Aegon to poison this well, Jace. I don't even want my mother to perceive their existence beyond what I tell her. Tell me that this makes sense. }
[ he has no fucking idea what he's doing here. ]
[ this is the correct answer. the prudent and wise answer that otto hightower would expect, because everything needs be cautioned. his grandsire is a man who would not want to upset the order of things, and it can be a fault of his, but there is wisdom in it all the same — to change things so greatly is sow chaos, and there is more than enough of that to go around.
but is there room for personal wants in such a system? surely there must be; rhaenyra found her way, even if it flies in the face of common decency. and his own mother found hers, too, in this strange place.
what is he trying to ask jace, in this very moment? ]
{ The crown is its own master, as are our personal wants, and no one man can serve the two faithfully and be successful.
I don't want Aegon to poison this well, Jace. I don't even want my mother to perceive their existence beyond what I tell her. Tell me that this makes sense. }
[ he has no fucking idea what he's doing here. ]
( there is a battle happening before him, within the confines of Aemond's mind and Jace cannot fight it for him. he understands the struggle well, of personal desire and duty.
it has been easier for him as his mother's son, of that he is aware.
he listens to the words and wonders if he is the right man to provide council. for all that Jace has had, he has shared with his brothers and good-sisters. yet that had all come willingly, for the relationships there are not only forged in blood but friendship that runs deep. or ran.
the reminder of Luke makes him square his shoulders, to drink the rest of the wine down. the urge to throw Aemond from his rooms rises and is quelled by memory that their house needs to maintain its alliances. that aside, they've muddled plenty. )
{ You want something for yourself in this place. Is that it? You are allowed to keep it. Here, there is no reason for your mother or for Aegon to know all. }
it has been easier for him as his mother's son, of that he is aware.
he listens to the words and wonders if he is the right man to provide council. for all that Jace has had, he has shared with his brothers and good-sisters. yet that had all come willingly, for the relationships there are not only forged in blood but friendship that runs deep. or ran.
the reminder of Luke makes him square his shoulders, to drink the rest of the wine down. the urge to throw Aemond from his rooms rises and is quelled by memory that their house needs to maintain its alliances. that aside, they've muddled plenty. )
{ You want something for yourself in this place. Is that it? You are allowed to keep it. Here, there is no reason for your mother or for Aegon to know all. }
[ you are allowed to keep it.
such magnanimity. such directness, perhaps honesty too. this might have been a bad idea, aemond realises, sitting back and straightening his posture. hands on the table, clear for all to see, palms flat on the cool, polished surface.
measured breathing, as he puts himself back together, moment by moment. ]
{ You'll understand if I have reservations for simply taking that which I desire. It rarely turns out well for everyone when I do.
Perhaps in this, too, I have overreached. }
such magnanimity. such directness, perhaps honesty too. this might have been a bad idea, aemond realises, sitting back and straightening his posture. hands on the table, clear for all to see, palms flat on the cool, polished surface.
measured breathing, as he puts himself back together, moment by moment. ]
{ You'll understand if I have reservations for simply taking that which I desire. It rarely turns out well for everyone when I do.
Perhaps in this, too, I have overreached. }
[ slipped under the door is a plain envelope with a simple invitation card, with a likewise direct message. on the back, written in legible print that is not aemond's handwriting, is a message: gifts not required! your presence is gift enough.
ooc | this is just for ic reference purposes! regarding the age: the hotd age timeline is a pain in the ass so he's just celebrating it twice. feel free to handwave or thread out as desired! 🔥 ]
ooc | this is just for ic reference purposes! regarding the age: the hotd age timeline is a pain in the ass so he's just celebrating it twice. feel free to handwave or thread out as desired! 🔥 ]
You have heard, I assume, the usurper's arrival?
No. We are once again behind the Greens. Perhaps your wedding might inspire some good favour.
A ceremony just for us would be most welcome. We have only seen such a thing once and will need your guidance, uncle. ( after all they did see it after a very traumatic week… )
Mother has spoken to me the wedding as well and to Baela, but we should all confer to more formally plan. And speak to our gracious hosts of the matter.
Before the Greens gain another advantage.
Mother has spoken to me the wedding as well and to Baela, but we should all confer to more formally plan. And speak to our gracious hosts of the matter.
Before the Greens gain another advantage.
Your mother and I will guide you true, there is no doubt in that.
We might have dinner together, then, to establish our plans and mark the date, as soon as possible.
We might have dinner together, then, to establish our plans and mark the date, as soon as possible.
Yes. In all things.
Time passes swiftly here. We should make more of an effort, for your mother, at least.
Time passes swiftly here. We should make more of an effort, for your mother, at least.
Nothing more, I think. But I do not worry for her - I only wish for her happiness, of course.
Speak what is on your mind. Don’t bore me with word games.
I do imagine that was the only time Aemond had the teeth to scar, yes.
Alright, yes. He bit me. Does that pain you so, when you share the same mark?
Do you think a bite from a vampire a comfort? I didn’t think that was your taste.
I have said all that is to say. He was a monster, and I was bitten.
[ immediately after this early morning showdown. ]
Nephew. ...Cousin.
Are you otherwise unoccupied? I'm like to ask for your presence at the training mats.
Nephew. ...Cousin.
Are you otherwise unoccupied? I'm like to ask for your presence at the training mats.
May no one claim you are not fair when it comes to training..
Meeting the Stranger not just once is not an easy thing to forget. My quiet is only a search for peace. ( it's not personal. ) I will see you in an hour's time, cousin.
( and he is true to his word. it is barely an hour that passes since they speak before Jacaerys makes his way to the training room, finding it with only some difficulty when the halls shift before his eyes twice.
dressed in more modern clothes, still in the colors of his house, he makes his way to where he sees Aemond training on his own. the forms are familiar but Aemond moves through them with impressive ease; for a moment Jace wonders how much all of them would have benefited from training together but the thoughts slip in a direction he cannot stomach and instead he speaks when Aemond breaks his concentration. ) You look more than warmed up, cousin. Are you not too tired for me?
Meeting the Stranger not just once is not an easy thing to forget. My quiet is only a search for peace. ( it's not personal. ) I will see you in an hour's time, cousin.
( and he is true to his word. it is barely an hour that passes since they speak before Jacaerys makes his way to the training room, finding it with only some difficulty when the halls shift before his eyes twice.
dressed in more modern clothes, still in the colors of his house, he makes his way to where he sees Aemond training on his own. the forms are familiar but Aemond moves through them with impressive ease; for a moment Jace wonders how much all of them would have benefited from training together but the thoughts slip in a direction he cannot stomach and instead he speaks when Aemond breaks his concentration. ) You look more than warmed up, cousin. Are you not too tired for me?
I have some agitations to work through, cousin, [ aemond answers lightly as he settles into a resting stance now that jace has arrived. he's winded, but not so winded that his voice strains from the effort. ] You look well.
[ and he does; aemond means it sincerely. the colour seems returned to jace's face more than before, though perhaps the creeping cold weather is also party to it. no matter. his nephew-cousin seems hale and healthy, discounting the matter of his hands. he will not question it any further. ]
And I have been training with Daemon as of recent. I doubt you'll tire me similarly.
[ it offers some explanation for his movements, now. ser criston valued power and strength, but his training is harsh, plain in its brutality. daemon seemingly dances in a fight, though his strikes are no less deadly for it. aemond is genuinely thrilled to learn how he fights; if nothing else, his uncle's talent is a challenge he wishes to meet head on. ]
He is often difficult to keep up with, I must admit. Have you sparred with him before?
[ and he does; aemond means it sincerely. the colour seems returned to jace's face more than before, though perhaps the creeping cold weather is also party to it. no matter. his nephew-cousin seems hale and healthy, discounting the matter of his hands. he will not question it any further. ]
And I have been training with Daemon as of recent. I doubt you'll tire me similarly.
[ it offers some explanation for his movements, now. ser criston valued power and strength, but his training is harsh, plain in its brutality. daemon seemingly dances in a fight, though his strikes are no less deadly for it. aemond is genuinely thrilled to learn how he fights; if nothing else, his uncle's talent is a challenge he wishes to meet head on. ]
He is often difficult to keep up with, I must admit. Have you sparred with him before?
Edited (word chouices) 2024-12-02 09:40 (UTC)
Going more than a week without meeting death does have positive consequence, ( Jace says with ease, as if the statement is not an absurdity and instead a pleasantry shared to amuse. he would rather this than to let his thoughts focus on Baela's death, his mother's, Daemons or his own. they all breathe again, those thoughts lead him back on paths toward those that don't.
he hums in agreement to Aemond's statement. ) He took over some of our training when he joined Mother on Dragonstone.
I do not believe I've ever seen him tired by sparring alone. ( but Aemond is a more accomplished swordsman than Jace is, he knows that. his own interest in swordsmanship holds true, but his duties pulled him away more often than not to learn other skills that would be of great use when it came time to call banners for their cause. ) I'm afraid, if you want a similar challenge, I'm the wrong man. You're a better swordsman than I.
he hums in agreement to Aemond's statement. ) He took over some of our training when he joined Mother on Dragonstone.
I do not believe I've ever seen him tired by sparring alone. ( but Aemond is a more accomplished swordsman than Jace is, he knows that. his own interest in swordsmanship holds true, but his duties pulled him away more often than not to learn other skills that would be of great use when it came time to call banners for their cause. ) I'm afraid, if you want a similar challenge, I'm the wrong man. You're a better swordsman than I.
I've a request, Prince Jacaerys, if you would hear it.
There are not many of age with you in this place. One such individual, Francesca Bridgerton, suffered terribly in the werewolf game, and I worry she has no peers to speak with of her pain or joy.
Would you seek her out? I intend to ask the same of Lady Baela.
Would you seek her out? I intend to ask the same of Lady Baela.
She was, indeed.
Perhaps that she has two overprotective brothers who have just arrived. Still, I think it can be hard to discuss matters of this kind with family.
[ rare honesty between them, for rhaenyra now understands her lot better than any other. what to do with a dying and dead son, still breathing before you? ]
Perhaps that she has two overprotective brothers who have just arrived. Still, I think it can be hard to discuss matters of this kind with family.
[ rare honesty between them, for rhaenyra now understands her lot better than any other. what to do with a dying and dead son, still breathing before you? ]
That you do.
[ she considers, briefly, telling him the truth of aemond’s attack, but it’s a dangerous thing — and it would only warp his existing pain, to hear it from her. ]
Thank you, for trying.
[ she considers, briefly, telling him the truth of aemond’s attack, but it’s a dangerous thing — and it would only warp his existing pain, to hear it from her. ]
Thank you, for trying.
Am I to presume that whatever is happening at home remains there?
Isn't that convenient for you all? What are the terms of this truce? I have heard it from mother and now I will hear it from you.
More that it serves your side of the family better to have such a truce in place.
Only that he does not make a move? Or that you all agree to such a thing, and no-one is to harm another?
Only that he does not make a move? Or that you all agree to such a thing, and no-one is to harm another?
Then I am beholden to the truce, despite not being a part of the discussions that led to it.
( Which truthfully, is a pain. It has only been weeks since Jaehaerys and the wounds still cut deeply. )
And you have all been here some time I have heard?
( Which truthfully, is a pain. It has only been weeks since Jaehaerys and the wounds still cut deeply. )
And you have all been here some time I have heard?
I have heard of this game, the one that held multiple murders.
And your thoughts on this place are?
( It's not an olive branch really, but Aegon is a little curious. )
And your thoughts on this place are?
( It's not an olive branch really, but Aegon is a little curious. )
Then one would hope you sent that thanks.
It is a gilded cage, one from which many say there is no escape. Has no-one yet to manage it?
It is a gilded cage, one from which many say there is no escape. Has no-one yet to manage it?
In person and more than once for she also stood with Baela.
None. Even the ghosts of the dead were trapped here during the game. Leaving the gates is painful and you’ll find yourself back in your bed with an aching head before you know it. There are more pleasant ways to achieve that.
None. Even the ghosts of the dead were trapped here during the game. Leaving the gates is painful and you’ll find yourself back in your bed with an aching head before you know it. There are more pleasant ways to achieve that.
I have to guess at people's meaning more often than not. It's become habit to try.
And I know. He's too soft-mouthed for you. I'm not concerned about that either. But his lover?
Was it Hawk?
[ he has a sense about these things, sometimes. whether they're accurate ot not is another matter. ]
And I know. He's too soft-mouthed for you. I'm not concerned about that either. But his lover?
Was it Hawk?
[ he has a sense about these things, sometimes. whether they're accurate ot not is another matter. ]
A freedom we have granted one another. Within reason. ( good bc that's all he's saying about Daemon, who he's still giving the cold shoulder to currently. )
The one I would have sent a photo to willingly is named Cellar. We are not seeing each other, as such. ( so much as she's pretty and sweet, despite how they met. it is probably telling that all the pretty girls he's found himself flirting with could probably kill him in a moment.
if it is a matter of staking their own claims though--- ) Do you know Edwin?
The one I would have sent a photo to willingly is named Cellar. We are not seeing each other, as such. ( so much as she's pretty and sweet, despite how they met. it is probably telling that all the pretty girls he's found himself flirting with could probably kill him in a moment.
if it is a matter of staking their own claims though--- ) Do you know Edwin?
And Rhaenyra does not judge you for it.
[ he supposes she wouldn't, considering, and dragonstone is not king's landing. tongues wag less there, he assumes; he's never stayed in their ancestral home for too long. ]
My interests have leaned more to men lately, as it happens. Edwin is a friend to Pierce. He gave his bedroom table to your man.
[ he supposes she wouldn't, considering, and dragonstone is not king's landing. tongues wag less there, he assumes; he's never stayed in their ancestral home for too long. ]
My interests have leaned more to men lately, as it happens. Edwin is a friend to Pierce. He gave his bedroom table to your man.
I do not believe so. The tight grip of the Faith does not reach Dragonstone. ( and the old gods of valyria are less worried about shame. plus, his mother has little ground to stand on if his own intuition is correct. )
I am aware of their friendship. Pierce and Tim then? Others? So I may know to not overstep.
I am aware of their friendship. Pierce and Tim then? Others? So I may know to not overstep.
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[ their mothers and their secrets — not that aemond has room to talk. ]
Lauralae. She is dear to me, and if you should harm her I will not stand in her way. Ser Armand, among the vampires, though ours is not so much a physical arrangement as... sharing a common interest. Avoid him for my sake all the same, if you won't mind. Taggie O'Hara, recently arrived; I find her refreshing to speak with.
[ he leaves off daemon's name, and alia's, each for reasons he thinks jace would understand if he knew. written down, though - aemond is struck with a peculiar feeling. ]
I did not expect to have these many names to give you.
Lauralae. She is dear to me, and if you should harm her I will not stand in her way. Ser Armand, among the vampires, though ours is not so much a physical arrangement as... sharing a common interest. Avoid him for my sake all the same, if you won't mind. Taggie O'Hara, recently arrived; I find her refreshing to speak with.
[ he leaves off daemon's name, and alia's, each for reasons he thinks jace would understand if he knew. written down, though - aemond is struck with a peculiar feeling. ]
I did not expect to have these many names to give you.
Edited (english i hate you) 2024-12-03 03:46 (UTC)
Mother bid me not sire bastards, but I would think that goes for the both of us regardless.
[ it is odd, to have a conversation so frank and seeming banal as a discussion of lovers with jace. unthinkable, just weeks ago — but now? ]
She's not happy with the choices I've made. Not the men, I think she pretends not to know — but my choosing Tim, as if I chose him specially to hurt her.
I could never consider anything like this for myself back home. We are both of us betrothed, and honour demands we uphold such promises.
[ it is odd, to have a conversation so frank and seeming banal as a discussion of lovers with jace. unthinkable, just weeks ago — but now? ]
She's not happy with the choices I've made. Not the men, I think she pretends not to know — but my choosing Tim, as if I chose him specially to hurt her.
I could never consider anything like this for myself back home. We are both of us betrothed, and honour demands we uphold such promises.
Edited 2024-12-03 03:57 (UTC)
Of course. I am not surprised that is the lesson imparted, given your mother's thoughts on bastards. ( he's known it as long as he could remember; before he knew what it truly meant, the condemnation that it was. )
To aim to please our parents in all matters is a folly. Your heart has made a choice, has it not? You are a man grown and it is your right. I cannot claim to know much of Queen Alicent's mind or heart, but her love for you runs fierce and will triumph over any unhappiness over your choices.
Honour and duty demand many things of us. May I ask a question of you? An honest one.
To aim to please our parents in all matters is a folly. Your heart has made a choice, has it not? You are a man grown and it is your right. I cannot claim to know much of Queen Alicent's mind or heart, but her love for you runs fierce and will triumph over any unhappiness over your choices.
Honour and duty demand many things of us. May I ask a question of you? An honest one.
[ was it not true? aemond doesn't reply with it, knowing how sore the matter is for jace, just as the matter of his eye and lucerys's death would be for himself and the both of them. but he knows what jace means; alicent holds to the teachings of the faith as a man might hold a weapon, or a shield. he can neither fault alicent for her beliefs, or jace for his upset. ]
She means well, and always for the realm. Her loyalty to the crown as she understands it cannot be questioned.
You may ask, but you'll allow me the grace to refuse an answer. I've not lied to you. I won't start now.
She means well, and always for the realm. Her loyalty to the crown as she understands it cannot be questioned.
You may ask, but you'll allow me the grace to refuse an answer. I've not lied to you. I won't start now.
( he has his own opinions on Alicent's loyalty, on her devotion to the realm. but to argue with Aemond on it will lead them nowhere but back from the delicate peace they've established and promised to keep. )
Of course. You need not answer. I will not lie and say it is not a complicated question:
Are you happier here?
Of course. You need not answer. I will not lie and say it is not a complicated question:
Are you happier here?
[ he's been thinking about it. he's been wondering if this might be better, to let their bitter rivalry die here and have them return home knowing the peace they're giving up. but any happiness here won't bring back the dead. it won't resolve any of the issues left lingering, won't heal the wounds that still hurt and burn and ache in their hearts. ]
Home is where I can fly freely with Vhagar, and Vhagar is where my happiness lies.
Any joy I feel here will never be complete without her.
Home is where I can fly freely with Vhagar, and Vhagar is where my happiness lies.
Any joy I feel here will never be complete without her.
That I could be. If only for a brief moment in time. ( if he could forget the weight of all the loss, the fear of what lay ahead and anger toward what it had come to. and if victory came, his mother on the throne as meant to be, if his claim would see no turmoil when the Stranger came for her at the end of her life. )
I think I could be, too.
[ to live a quieter life, left alone to textbooks and silence and training, to let his mind chase after histories and languages and become someone greater than the borrowed things that he has become. and maybe — distant as a fading dream — find someone who will choose him first, even when he doesn't ask.
death waits for him when they return. he knows this. he welcomes it just as much as he fears it. fire and blood only wait to drown him in its unending fire. ]
[ to live a quieter life, left alone to textbooks and silence and training, to let his mind chase after histories and languages and become someone greater than the borrowed things that he has become. and maybe — distant as a fading dream — find someone who will choose him first, even when he doesn't ask.
death waits for him when they return. he knows this. he welcomes it just as much as he fears it. fire and blood only wait to drown him in its unending fire. ]
[ a public wedding, then. as much a soft power move as any; clever.
and did he enjoy it? daemon's attendance comes to mind. tim's warmth, the morning earlier. lauralae's dress, the dance they shared and after. pierce, under the stars. ]
I had a good time. Thank you, truly.
and did he enjoy it? daemon's attendance comes to mind. tim's warmth, the morning earlier. lauralae's dress, the dance they shared and after. pierce, under the stars. ]
I had a good time. Thank you, truly.
You said as much, Lady Alia.
You need not atone for something you did not intend. If you have no memory for the act or say in your victim. But perhaps it will ease the sight of the water for us both. I would like to be able to swim, as well, when the lake thaws in the warmer months.
You need not atone for something you did not intend. If you have no memory for the act or say in your victim. But perhaps it will ease the sight of the water for us both. I would like to be able to swim, as well, when the lake thaws in the warmer months.
[ after the pool, after the morning rides on horseback — it's not the fifteenth yet, but aemond has one gift ready for him. this one aemond personally leaves in jace's room, shared as it is with baela.
on a plain card aemond draws a dragon's head and writes An early name day favour in green ink, leaves the note on top of the cake box. ]
on a plain card aemond draws a dragon's head and writes An early name day favour in green ink, leaves the note on top of the cake box. ]
[ She shows up at Jace's room herself, a small package in a white holographic gift bag. Cellar says he's not allowed to open it before Christmas, then leaves with a hug.
He'll find an ear cuff that doesn't require any piercing inside, white and made of mother of pearl. If he keeps looking, he'll find a symmetrical one that's all black - no texture, completely dark. It doesn't reflect light and doesn't cast shadows, because it's ... made of her shadows! While the white dragon is fragile, the shadow-dragon is virtually indestructible and will exist for as long as Cellar stays in Saltburn, or until she dies.
Merry Xmas to my favorite prince!
I have no idea if you wear these, but I think they'd look really good on you. Sorry I don't know what Vermax looks like... I hope this is close enough.
xoxo 🕷️
PS: don't wear both at the same time, it'll look cooler if you only have one. ;) ]
He'll find an ear cuff that doesn't require any piercing inside, white and made of mother of pearl. If he keeps looking, he'll find a symmetrical one that's all black - no texture, completely dark. It doesn't reflect light and doesn't cast shadows, because it's ... made of her shadows! While the white dragon is fragile, the shadow-dragon is virtually indestructible and will exist for as long as Cellar stays in Saltburn, or until she dies.
Merry Xmas to my favorite prince!
I have no idea if you wear these, but I think they'd look really good on you. Sorry I don't know what Vermax looks like... I hope this is close enough.
xoxo 🕷️
PS: don't wear both at the same time, it'll look cooler if you only have one. ;) ]
[Alia’s gift is wrapped somewhat clumsily in brown paper, likely taken from the kitchens, and taped excessively to ensure it’s secure. Inside, resting in sparkly, star-studded tissue paper: A simple Polaroid camera, with a photo album to place the pictures he takes. There's even {mildly nsfw) photo already in it.
A smooth-polished rock from the lake (yes, everyone gets a rock) with the gift-receiver’s initials carefully carved into it (with what? Don’t worry about it.)
A business card for Sol & Scroll, because if you aren’t patronizing it, you should be.
There’s also a note, scribbled on notebook paper stolen from Alina (sorry, babe):]
Prince of Pouts -
To commemorate your travels far from your dragon home. I've added one to get you started.
- Alia
There’s also a note, scribbled on notebook paper stolen from Alina (sorry, babe):]
Prince of Pouts -
To commemorate your travels far from your dragon home. I've added one to get you started.
- Alia
( somewhere on the eve of jace's birthday, alina has his gifts delivered by one of the bustling housekeepers. wrapped neatly, like someone had taken the time to perfect the job, jace can tear into them to find:
laid out is an envelope, containing alina's careful, dainty scrawl. it simply reads, )
Jace,
A little bird told me your of your upcoming name day. (I caught wind of it on the network, by chance). I know I'm probably not a welcome reminder of all that you've suffered in these past weeks — but I remember what you've told me of your Vermax, and how you were raised. For those of us so far from home, I hope it brings you some comfort. As impossible as it may seem, with all we've endured. I'm sorry I couldn't do more to prevent it.
☀️ Alina
🐉 a dragon egg locket that splits apart to house a dragon pendant.
🐉 a replica she tried to crochet of vermax, from jace's brief description of him.
🐉 an attempt at a birthday cake, overloaded with cherries and with wobbly frosting, making it clear it was done by an eager amateur (alina herself).
🐉 and, to complete it, an expensive bottle of champagne.
laid out is an envelope, containing alina's careful, dainty scrawl. it simply reads, )
Jace,
A little bird told me your of your upcoming name day. (I caught wind of it on the network, by chance). I know I'm probably not a welcome reminder of all that you've suffered in these past weeks — but I remember what you've told me of your Vermax, and how you were raised. For those of us so far from home, I hope it brings you some comfort. As impossible as it may seem, with all we've endured. I'm sorry I couldn't do more to prevent it.
☀️ Alina
[ The gift is left on Jace's bed, because of course Daemon doesn't care about wandering in and out of his nephew-son's rooms.
🐉 there's a dagger, with a serrated edge, matching the blade that daemon himself owns; it was forged from some of the scraps of his blade that remained when he duelled before his death.There's no note, other than a piece of parchment that simply says 'D' upon it. ]
🐉 a pair of leather gloves, with a dragon embossed where the belt to tighten them is.
🐉 some random assortments of chocolates, sweets and other things, for a taste of something sweet.
Your highness, I don't want to alarm you, but as someone who also died here ... I figure you should see this.
[ At first glace, the image looks almost like it might be some weird sculpture of Matt's face and upper back. First, and most obviously, a pair of white wings bisects him, the skin around them pink and irritated--as if the feathers pushed themselves out in a violent burst, rather than growing at nature's more sensible pace. Matt's half-turned towards the camera, revealing smaller wing structures protruding from his temples and rippling down his forearm. Only one of his eyes is visible, white and glowing as a luminous marble. ]
Sorry about the delay on your present.
[ At first glace, the image looks almost like it might be some weird sculpture of Matt's face and upper back. First, and most obviously, a pair of white wings bisects him, the skin around them pink and irritated--as if the feathers pushed themselves out in a violent burst, rather than growing at nature's more sensible pace. Matt's half-turned towards the camera, revealing smaller wing structures protruding from his temples and rippling down his forearm. Only one of his eyes is visible, white and glowing as a luminous marble. ]
Sorry about the delay on your present.
[ the servants bring a box to jacaerys's door late on christmas eve. inside is a green and orange dragon plush, along with a cloak fashioned in the northern style, much like the one sansa once made for her brother, though this one is made with the false fur she was able to find here. the leather straps that hold it closed across the chest have been embroidered, bearing interlocking targaryen dragons on one side, and repeating stark direwolves on the other. alongside the items is a short note signed with the direwolf seal of House Stark: ]
Prince Jace,
I hope that this gift finds you well.
I am sorry that I could not have finished it with a true wolf pelt from the North, for such would befit the style, and it would keep you warmer. But this should still hold back the chill of winter. You are a man of the South, but the North welcomed you in the time of my forefathers, and if you could visit us now, we would also do so in mine.
The little dragon is meant to resemble your Vermax - I hope that I have the colours correct.
May the new year find you safe.
Your friend,
Sansa Stark, Queen of the North.
Prince Jace,
I hope that this gift finds you well.
I am sorry that I could not have finished it with a true wolf pelt from the North, for such would befit the style, and it would keep you warmer. But this should still hold back the chill of winter. You are a man of the South, but the North welcomed you in the time of my forefathers, and if you could visit us now, we would also do so in mine.
The little dragon is meant to resemble your Vermax - I hope that I have the colours correct.
May the new year find you safe.
Your friend,
Sansa Stark, Queen of the North.
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My name is Zoya Nazyalensky. I am acquaintance of Alina Starkov.
[ Zoya might have said friend once. She thought themselves friends, having overcome a stormy relationship. Alina is not so interested though. ]
I will be frank, I have noticed your hands. Have they always been like that or are they a more recent development?
[ Since the, uh, resurrection. ]
[ Zoya might have said friend once. She thought themselves friends, having overcome a stormy relationship. Alina is not so interested though. ]
I will be frank, I have noticed your hands. Have they always been like that or are they a more recent development?
[ Since the, uh, resurrection. ]
You're not avoiding me, are you? I know what happened with Hawk, I'm not upset.
She is? I didn't know. I'm sorry to hear that, I really liked her.
Hawk did. It's alright, really.
Hawk did. It's alright, really.
She was wiser during the wolf games than anyone. I hope you'll be reunited with her soon.
He told me you'd been putting the moves on him. Moves right out of my playbook.
He told me you'd been putting the moves on him. Moves right out of my playbook.
For you to go home, then. Not that I'm in any hurry to see you leave.
You don't have to explain it to me. I was smitten from the night we met. As long as you respect boundaries.
Teasing. Dirty pictures.
You don't have to explain it to me. I was smitten from the night we met. As long as you respect boundaries.
Teasing. Dirty pictures.
Winter, too?
You're smart and level-headed, so I probably don't need to say this, but for clarity's sake - He's mine. He asked for my blessing before ever touching you. And he'll have it as long as you go about it respectfully. Remember that I come first, and don't make me look at it.
And then you can tease him all you want. I might even share some tips.
You're smart and level-headed, so I probably don't need to say this, but for clarity's sake - He's mine. He asked for my blessing before ever touching you. And he'll have it as long as you go about it respectfully. Remember that I come first, and don't make me look at it.
And then you can tease him all you want. I might even share some tips.
Not quite but it reminds me of a better time back home. I now possess some warm enough coats and it is amusing to hear those amongst my family complain.
I am not looking for a partner. Even if she is not here, Baela comes before all in mine eyes. ( his heart. ) I understand your boundaries well. He is yours, Tim.
Would you? I must say I am curious.
( curious even more now that he has learned more of Hawk’s character. )
I am not looking for a partner. Even if she is not here, Baela comes before all in mine eyes. ( his heart. ) I understand your boundaries well. He is yours, Tim.
Would you? I must say I am curious.
( curious even more now that he has learned more of Hawk’s character. )
Good. As long as Hawk's happy with it then, I won't get in the way.
Do you know what a jockstrap is? It's a kind of underwear that doesn't cover anything in the back. It turns him into a rabid animal.
In a good way.
Do you know what a jockstrap is? It's a kind of underwear that doesn't cover anything in the back. It turns him into a rabid animal.
In a good way.
I hope not to give you reason to.
I do not. Is it something to request from the staff? I am curious what that looks like, in truth. I have not had such a lover. ( a partner, a fancy. love is far from it but what name can he put to such a thing that does not cause offense. )
I do not. Is it something to request from the staff? I am curious what that looks like, in truth. I have not had such a lover. ( a partner, a fancy. love is far from it but what name can he put to such a thing that does not cause offense. )
You could. Or just go to the boutique, they can get you sorted out there.
A ravenous one?
A ravenous one?
Don't expect me to give away ALL my secrets.
I think that's men in general.
I think that's men in general.
Men?
That seems common, here. Something about the mansion makes everyone feel more adaptable.
Is it just Hawk?
That seems common, here. Something about the mansion makes everyone feel more adaptable.
Is it just Hawk?
He is not the first man I've been intimate with. Nor is it an experience limited to the mansion but I do believe you're right in general about that. ( it is likely an admission that could be used against him, were it someone else. but despite his alliances, Tim has not shown Jace such cruelty. )
I've heard even here it is impolite to kiss and tell. But no. ( the gossip can continue. )
I've heard even here it is impolite to kiss and tell. But no. ( the gossip can continue. )
[ If there's one thing Tim is never going to do, it's out someone against their will. His secret's safe with him. ]
Look at you, you've had us all fooled into thinking you were a proper young man. 😉
I'm not asking for names. Just curious. Hawk's the only one I have to keep an eye on now, so I'm claiming the right to be nosy.
Look at you, you've had us all fooled into thinking you were a proper young man. 😉
I'm not asking for names. Just curious. Hawk's the only one I have to keep an eye on now, so I'm claiming the right to be nosy.
Some. But most would argue, correctly, that less inbreeding is actually healthier.
Only Hawk.
Only Hawk.
I know.
[ I know what they say about you. ]
I just mean nobody here cares about that stuff. Not to downplay your feelings about it, but if this place gives us anything good, it's a fresh start.
I appreciate that, but there's no need. We all have limited time on this earth, it's best to spend it with people who actually care about you.
[ I know what they say about you. ]
I just mean nobody here cares about that stuff. Not to downplay your feelings about it, but if this place gives us anything good, it's a fresh start.
I appreciate that, but there's no need. We all have limited time on this earth, it's best to spend it with people who actually care about you.
I wouldn't, no. I'm not asking you to forgive Aemond.
I just know there's nothing you can do about it here. Revenge would be reversed in a couple weeks. Your war can't be settled here, and nobody here outside your family cares about it.
No offense, I just mean, we're all a world away, we don't have a stake, and who your father is has nothing to do with how anyone here sees you. I used to be afraid of people finding out who I really was too. But here, I don't have to be.
I just know there's nothing you can do about it here. Revenge would be reversed in a couple weeks. Your war can't be settled here, and nobody here outside your family cares about it.
No offense, I just mean, we're all a world away, we don't have a stake, and who your father is has nothing to do with how anyone here sees you. I used to be afraid of people finding out who I really was too. But here, I don't have to be.
...this has nothing to do with any of that, but I have an idea I want to run by you.
You can say no. I won't be offended at all.
You can say no. I won't be offended at all.
( it is not only Aemond, he wishes to reply. until Luke's death, there was no reason to find his uncle to be nothing more but an overconfident asshole, though a skilled warrior and dragonrider all the same. he does not say it. after all, despite it all he is trying to hold up a truce. ) It is not the issue of my sire that worries me. Even here.
But let us talk of things that do not concern my realm, then.
What is your idea?
But let us talk of things that do not concern my realm, then.
What is your idea?
[ Then what does? He doesn't ask, though he wishes to. His alliance with Aemond isn't so far in the rear view that he expects to be trusted with that. ]
Hawk's birthday is soon. February 2nd.
I was wondering if you would want to join us for a little bit.
Intimately, I mean.
Hawk's birthday is soon. February 2nd.
I was wondering if you would want to join us for a little bit.
Intimately, I mean.
Yes.
Only if you're comfortable with it. Obviously.
Only if you're comfortable with it. Obviously.
I wish for Hawk to have a good time for his birthday. Nameday. He likes trying new things, and we've never done it either. So, since you're attractive and respectful and he already likes you, I thought you'd be the one to invite.
You can think about it. There's no pressure.
You can think about it. There's no pressure.
That feels like flattery. ( He hope the teasing tone he intends to shine through is one Tim can pick up on. )
But if you have not done this either, it is an honor that you would share this. I would be happy to join the two of you for his nameday. If I change my mind, you will be first to know.
Do you mean to surprise him?
But if you have not done this either, it is an honor that you would share this. I would be happy to join the two of you for his nameday. If I change my mind, you will be first to know.
Do you mean to surprise him?
Maybe. But none of it's undeserved.
...well. I've never with Hawk, I mean.
No, it's not a surprise. I wouldn't invite someone into our bed without asking him first.
...well. I've never with Hawk, I mean.
No, it's not a surprise. I wouldn't invite someone into our bed without asking him first.
I am sorry for the news of Lady Baela. If you should like some company, I was going to take a walk in the fresh snow around the grounds.
[Such a thing still feels foreign to her, not having gone to the North or above the Wall, yet.]
[Such a thing still feels foreign to her, not having gone to the North or above the Wall, yet.]
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